Thursday, July 22, 2010

~growing in space

"SPACE wasn't only for astronauts..
but also for those people who are inside a relationship
whom experiencing such thing called
~~Relationship is not all about caresses and kisses. It is not all about breathing the same air. It is not all about knowing her wants and dislikes. It is not about calling every minute to check if she's okay or alive. It's not eating the same meal together. It's not all about asking..

~~Relationship is all about growing..not just changing but molding into a better and happier YOU because of her..

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

quick realization

It's 00:20..
still awake..and i realize one important thing this very moment..
i should wake up..dreams are over now..
i have taken for granted the ones i have..
and have given priority to the ideal people i always wanted--
but i never had and never will have tomorrow..
i was so entertained by the virtual life..
because of the wonderful people, they are so perfect people, i was blindly attracted..
what i missed to realize is that..someone has treated me more than just special in the real world..
that despite the pain and hatred i showed her, she didn't leave..
i guess i should be glad..
i'll try to make up with her..
it's time to let go of the ideal women..they only give unexplainable pain..
it's better to get hurt by the real people who at least tried to accept me..
i hate surprises..'coz they create pain unexpectedly..surprisingly painful.