Friday, June 10, 2011
The fact that love had been cruel to me in the past left me no choice but to keep it safely untouched for quite a long time. It has become a good reason for me to fail every sign of irresistible emotion.
I DIDN'T want to hurt anyone again.
--it's just--I can't permit my heart to beat longer..
not to any one..not anymore..
I DIDN'T want to hurt anyone again.
--it's just--I can't permit my heart to beat longer..
not to any one..not anymore..
Yet, God is the wisest..He didn't allow any manto see his own heart-- such that my hand can neither hold nor control its beating. But then, thanks to Him--'coz if He did allow me, I certainly won't discover the entire language of love..
If only He permitted me to control the things I want to happen,
then..
then..
I still would face ordinary days..
I still would find reason to reject..
I still would envy those in-love..
I still won't accept my self..
and the worst thing of all...
..I WON'T DISCOVER YOU..
all i can say for now is...
as what you have said "I still don't have enough to give back"..she is willing to help you repair every broken piece of your heart..whatever happens she will stay as your lover, friend and as an older sister..she is not asking more than what you can give her..she won't brake your heart made of glass..
Thank You so much for giving her a CHANCE.She is willing to WAIT until you have Fully Recovered, Found your New Self and made WHOLE again :)
My friend is locked inside? Then take care of her so I won't be rescuing her.I trust you won't hurt her.
I DIDN'T want to get hurt again."
I share equal sentiment with your words, man. Anyhow, I am happy, I mean very very happy for whoever serves the reason why a sudden change came your way - why you embrace loving again and risk all that you have to be with that special someone.
You both deserve genuine happiness.
Believe - there is such thing as destiny and true love that last forever.If your past relationships didn't last it means someone else out there is worth more of your love and loves you more.
Don't prioritize people who have made you their option Beanie.
Love people who have made you their priority!
Get ready Beanie - God has the best things in store for you! It is already there waiting!
God has seen your painful past and He has now given you favor - He has given you the best and right person in your life so don't let her go - hold on to whom you have now Beanie.
Anyways open your mail.